just some thoughts and feelings on an emotional date.

something has inspired me to write a hopefully meaningfull entry. today is august 7th, 2005. wow. its my parents annaversary, the weekend of hub lakes, and well, lets say another annaversary. but a not as happy one. its so funny how so much can change in just one years time. i remeber how i was last year, but somehow i cant seem to understand why i was like that. and now a whole year later i feel totally diffrent. im a completly diffrent and changed person. i have grown so much. in height,in beauty,and just life in general. i have learned and matured so much. i find this very inspiring becuase you just never know what could happen in such a short ammount of time. life has so many twists and turns. its so unpredictable. this time next year... well that just blows my mind. but i hope that i have just as much change in store for me, but hopefully this time, a better kind of change; you know, one that dosnt hurt me quite as much. and im sure some of you know exactly what i mean by this, and some of you probably are clueless. i just hope that you read this and get as much out of it as i put into it. so after a year of struggling with this certian feeling that i have had, i think i am finally getting a good grip on it. a wise man once said "i believe that my life's gunna see the love i gave returned to me".